I think I’m finally ready to set sail… Through a strangers eyes I take a good look at my lifeOnly to find that I’m not livingI’m not alive I want to live to tell the taleI want to wake up before my ship sets sailDon’t want to try to be anyone elseI just want to […]
what happened to before? I don’t think I’ve ever been this confused in regards to what direction my life should take right now. Everything is so up in the air. Nothing is as satisfying as it used to be. Things I used to take comfort in now disgust me. Even if my habits were unhealthy, […]
I’m being a fool. The ability to make the right choices is an acquired skill that is harder then it seems to apply to your life. It comes from all the past mistakes you made and the realization of what the right choice should’ve been. Although by making mistakes you are also learning what not […]
Sometimes I really and truly hate myself. My negligence, my inability to generally make the right choices, and my procrastination are just a few of the qualities I’ve found not just surfacing, but ruling the waters of my life these days. Right now I have a chance to do something great and I feel like […]
Choked.Suppressed.Stuck. Never have I been as ready to move onto something new.Change was something I once feared, now it is something that I crave. Tied down.Held back.Not moving. The moment I fulfill the promise I made I’m out of here.First chance I get, I’ll leave.In my head, I’m already gone. Limited.Guilt tripped.Sucked back in. Like […]
I never thought this day would come. But I suppose it can’t be helped.After over two years of being an inactive Xanga user due to the overtaking of MySpace, then Facebook and finally Twitter, I have felt a hidden desire to reactivate my roots.Xanga is what began it all.Most of my friends are no longer […]
your eyes used to tell a story that your lips would never speakthe excitement in your voice and the red flush on your cheek you used to dwell on thoughts of maybe something moreyou used to feel feelings that you’d never felt before your mind, it couldn’t take it and neither could your heartand I […]
………………………….…………………………………..………………….………………………………………..::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::…………………::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: RANDOM PERIODS ARE EVERYWHERE!!! frick…why is it so hard to just delete a web blog. delete! delete! delete! *sigh* I guess I will have to wait until tomorrow. after all, its going to take me awhile […]
so no one uses their xanga anymore. everyone’s moved onto myspace or something else. kinda makes me wonder why I still have mine. I started a xanga way back when, simply for one person. someone I was in love with… but that was a long time ago. things have changed since then…so many thing have […]