Wow times flies… I spent most of this summer working like a maniac at my most least favourite job of all time. Hate to say it but this summer sucked. I was miserable big time. I could hardly even find the motivation to pick up my guitar. That’s usually a good indicator of my state […]
I can’t breathe. And it’s not just the disgusting amount of cigarettes I’ve been smoking lately. The very air around me feels crippling. I feel surrounded by toxicity. Yet it’s exclusive. It seems to be the atmosphere I spew out unintentionally. I’m not unconscious to it. I know it’s there. I just don’t know how […]
I can’t believe I’ve gone 4 months without a new entry. That’s nuts. It doesn’t feel as if that much time has passed but there it is, clear as can be. I’m really starting to learn a lesson in what kind of results can be achieved by applying a consistent effort over time. Whether they’re good […]
I’m finding the mentality I’m achieving these days beneficial although it still leaves plenty of room for thought and question. I suppose one of the biggest struggles I have right now is the concept of “settling.” What is settling? I suppose it’s the concept of accepting something as the best it is going to get […]
I can feel myself changing in a manner I don’t think I’ve ever quite experienced before. This metamorphosis is thrilling but also comes with reservation. I’ve never been a fan of simply letting old things go yet this time around, that need is starting to fade. Its as if I somehow want to let them […]